Black Storm

know, it hurts
the storm has come and gone
leaving you and I
broken in ruins but this cant be where i die
I needed someone that protected me from my self
and you never could
and so i move on from this place
with a heavy heart all alone
he memories held me down for so long
because i couldn’t just let go of you
and it still hurts
but i know now what i must do to survive this place
There is nothing left
and i desperately rebuild my life
from the broken pieces
you left of my heart on the floor
Time is no friend as he burns the wound shut
and the tears they flow like blood from a cut
But i need to be strong with one foot after another
i just have to move on
Because you’ve left me to rot all alone.

by CrimsonRain


THE LAST DATE WITH THE MOON
By Mych Ryan

Here I am, standing in the brink of the day
Staring at the sun that has gone away
And a smile upon your face,
Make me never wanna leave this place

There you are, hardly I can see cause you just so far
I see your eyes blinking, are you a star?
But I remember you said you’re a moon
So I should have seen you soon

And here we are now,
You come to me somehow
You are getting closer and closer,
But why I feel like a stranger?


MEMORIES OF YOU
By Ronald Soemitro

Wherever I am,,
In whatever way,,,
your memories are always with me,,,
Should I tell anyone or should I not,,
It's the matter of the heart after all,,
It's said that a world moves along with us,,
Even as solitude grows silently in the heart,,
All I have are memories,,

Somewhere in my heart,,
an arrow pierces trough memories,,
Somewhere every pictures dims a little,,
Some find happiness in the shades of a new world,,
Memories of you...

Hold my hand,,
let's remember what we share
Understand that I know you really care
Baby that you ever think of me as your best friend,,??
Remember all those times, we were best friend??
I remember,
It’s been 365 nights since the last goodbye
It’s too long for me, that’s the reason why

Now please come down, get lower
I’m on the top of the tower and can’t go higher
I have something to say to you
I need to tell you, that… I wanna stop loving you


ABOUT LOVE
By Evylia

I wish so much that I could hold you
A simple desire,yet so hard to do
This is a love so hopeless,but yet
As hard as I try, I can not forget

I want to move on, I try everyday
To get a trip on these feelings and throw them away
But everyday I pathetically remain
Adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain

I want to let go of what I'm holding so tight
And let these feelings trail off into the night
But as sees as my hold loosens, I grab and do not miss
Because I don't know how to feel anything

I have become dependent on these feelings,that I feel everyday
Without them I'm lost and my hopes are astray
So now I don't know how to live on my own
Without thoughts of you I will be so alone

I want to get over you
But you have to changed me too much
All I want is to hold you and grasp on and clutch
Because you are the one
I don't want to let go
You are everything I need
You are all that I know

I tried to move on
That's something I can't do
But no matter what I think
I only wait you
I just need some time
When I can, I will move on
I will face life without you when I'm strong

But for now
That's way to thought I didn't know that falling out love could be rough


WHERE CAN I LIFE
By Aslam Yusuf

I runway from my life
Hope that i can find the paradise
But i think it so hard
I am going to the hell

Maybe i take a wrong way
But no way back to star again
My distination still so far
And too fast if i think to going home

I just wanna do
Work for life not life for work
just wanna find the new place
Where can i life
All i wanna want
Where I can get the better life
For anything that i do
I wanna make it true

Sometime i feel so alone
And no one here to tell
I am finally now believe the feel
Couse it so hard
Couse it's so far

This is my time to change my word from the pain




I WILL NEVER FORGET
By Stephanie Hanarany T.

When rain began to fall
Darkness enveloped everyone
You came to bring me a rainbow,
when the rain of wounds

were dance on the smarting...
You present the most beautiful smile,
when i'm lost in the darkness...
Whit i wouldn't be forget,

when you bring me into life...
Whit i wouldn't be forget,
when your smile,
be the only breathe for me..

I MISS YOU
By Algiana safitri

The days that pass me
Lonely only accompanying
Spirit was as if he had died
Would all back
Liver is smiling again
Without the burden on the heart

My own ... ...
my own ... ...
my own, in the illusion

I cried ... ...
I cried ... ...
I crying on the inside
.....
I hate, like this
I hate, when so
I hate .. I hate this fate

I just want happy
I just want to laugh
I just .. I just want to be happy ....
....
If you're here, to always accompany
I miss you so much


THE MOON HAS FALLEN
By Mych Ryan

Nothing to say, the rain drifted my words away
No place to stay, the love was taken away
The moon has fallen, the heart has broken
I’m here, fighting against my own demon

The fight of good and bad,
Happy and sad
Love and hate,
But I think it’s too late….

Looks like the demons win,
They’re laughing loud on my sins

Now I’m waiting for forgiveness
From you, not from others
Thousands rivers won’t be enough to wash me
From my sins, and from all the demons in me



MISSING
By Stephanie Hanarany T.

Something is missing in my loneliness now
My morning now is not cheerfully as yesterday,
When your voice still I hear
The night wind knows ... is cold without you ...
Stars are reluctant to come out ...

Empty ...! sky like dead
When the sun come back ... Warm soul I guess ...
Help ... Melt the frozen heart ...
Best friend .. Lonely now is belong to me... Yours, ours
But it not forever

Don’t stop friends ... The road is still long ...
A handful of despair ... You have to reach ... Now or later ...
You certainly can ... Pursue all goals ...
Dreams that you dreamed


Love Poem

Your beauty overwhelms me
As I wrap my arms around you
I press your softness tight
Great passion fills my inner being
I’m captured in your embrace
Your eyes control my very soul
The touch of your lips, heaven
Forever frozen in time
All else fades into nothing



If You But Knew

If you but knew
How all my days seemed filled with dreams of you;
How sometimes in the silent night
Your eyes thrill through me with their tender light,
How oft I hear your voice when others speak,
How you ‘mid other forms I seek-
Oh, love more real than though such dreams were true
If you but knew…

Could you but guess
How you alone make all my happiness;
How I am more than willing for your sake
To stand alone, give all, and nothing take,
Nor chafe to think you bound, while I am free,
Quite free, till death to love you silently,
Could you but guess…

Could you but learn
How when you doubt my truth I sadly yearn
To tell you all, to stand for one brief space,
Unfettered, soul to soul, and face to face,
To crown you king, my king, till life shall end,
My lover and likewise, my truest friend,
Would you love me, dearest, as fondly in return,
Could you but learn?

Author Unknown



I Love You

I Love You
Not only for what you have
made of your self
but for what you are making of me.

I love you
Because you have done more
than anyone or anything
to make me happy.
You have done it with out a word,
with out a touch,
with out a sign.
You have done it just
by being your self.

After all,
perhaps that is what love means.

Nanc



In Love With You

In the warm glow of a winter night,
your heart and mine warming each other.
Your warm embrace chases the chill away
In your strong warm arms I am here to stay.
The flickering fire shadowing throughout
can never replace the warmth that I feel…
when I’m
Wanting you…
Needing you…
and always so in love with you



Love is like a Rose

Love has to be nurtured,
with care, tolerance, forgiveness,
Seasoned with freedom to grow.
Only then can the true brilliance
Of the rose be known.

Author Unknown




Love Is…

Caressing with your words,
Listening with your heart,
Kissing with your eyes,
Loving with your soul..
Falling in love is when he lays in your arms
and wakes up in your dreams..
Love is the glue that keeps us all
from falling apart..
Love is a canvass furnished by nature &
embroidered by imagination..
Love is perhaps the only glimpse
we are permitted of eternity..
The ultimate gift of true love
is to be consumed by it..
Author Unknown


My Spirit

My Spirit is sent to you by the wind.
My soul is sent to you by an Eagle,
If one day, you feel the wind on your face,
That is my spirit kissing you softly,
bringing you my love
If one day you see an eagle high in the sky,
That is my soul showing you how free you are.



One True Love

How can I ever tell you that
you mean the world to me
All the little things you do
sweet words and golden smiles
Makes me love you even more
Being with you is all I need
to know my life is complete
You are my true love

oleh : Kershnie Moodley



Our Love

Love is that warm feeling
The spiritual joining
Two people can share.
This love defies understanding
Where words cannot express,
A touch cannot satisfy,
Or a flower only symbolizes.
My love for you
Belongs only to you
OUR good and OUR bad,
OUR strengths and OUR weaknesses.
Our differences are many,
But the one thing we share,
Our love, Overshadows all.

Nanc


Shall I Compare Thee?

Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer’s lease hath all too short a date.
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature’s changing course untrimmed;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wanderest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

William Shakespeare



The Warmth Of You

The day is beginning as we nestle
the warm scent floating above us.
Your movements awaken my passion
as our hands, fingers intertwined.
Tracing paths, sounds of the morning
only echoing our pleasures of the night.
A breeze gives waver to a few strands
of my hair against your skin.
It is the softness of your breath
as we smile into the day.
New beginnings, new charms, newness
as our love enfolds the two of us as one.
The day bursting forth,
holding you close to me,
feeling your love growing within.
The gentleness of your kiss as we begin,
but only making the moment complete
is the light tracing of your lips against mine.



I just want one more day with you

I’m so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can’t fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn’t have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too
I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

Puisi Bahasa Inggris diatas ditulis oleh : by Cyndi



Love Poem With Toast Miller Williams


Some of what we do, we do
to make things happen,
the alarm to wake us up, the coffee to perc,
the car to start.


The rest of what we do, we do
trying to keep something from doing something,
the skin from aging, the hoe from rusting,
the truth from getting out.


With yes and no like the poles of a battery
powering our passage through the days,
we move, as we call it, forward,
wanting to be wanted,
wanting not to lose the rain forest,
wanting the water to boil,
wanting not to have cancer,
wanting to be home by dark,
wanting not to run out of gas,


as each of us wants the other
watching at the end,
as both want not to leave the other alone,
as wanting to love beyond this meat and bone,
we gaze across breakfast and pretend.






Love Poem






“In a month’s time I may feel differently, but at this moment I am prepared to swear that I would like nothing better than to spend the rest of my life picking the fallen hairs from your shoulders. I would grow out my fingernails just for that purpose. I would give up the ocean for the mud puddles of your eyes. We could move to South Dakota and howl among the tornadoes and stomp across the prairies and fall asleep in each other’s arms as sweat pools in the crevices of our elbows and crop-dusters drone overhead. ” —


Puisi Bahasa Inggris diatas ditulis oleh : Siobhan Harrity






Short love poem






If I could have all the time in the world,
I know what I would do:
I’d spend the time
In pleasure sublime,
Just by being with you. Every day with you gives me a thrill;
All my dreams you richly fulfill.
I’m a fool for your charms;
You belong in my arms;
Love me; please say that you will. Run away with me
For you are my one true love.
Let’s go where we can be together
And stay that way forever. You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I cannot deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest MaritesYou just don’t know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love. “A flower was offered to me:
Such a flower as May never bore.
But I said “I’ve a Pretty Rose-tree”,
And I passed the sweet flower o’er.
Then I went to my Pretty Rose-tree:
To tend her by day and by night.
But my Rose turn’d away with jealousy:
And her thorns were my only delight.”






Sweet Things

Sweet things are easy to buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find,
Life ends when you stop dreaming,
Hope ends when you stop believing,

Love ends when you stop caring,
Friendship ends when you stop sharing,
So share this with whom
ever you consider a friend.

To love without condition,
To talk without intention,
To give without reason,
And
To care without
“Expectation” is the heart of a ” True Friend”.
Stay Blessed.


The Meaning Of Love

Love is
being happy for the other person
when they are happy
being sad for the person
when they are sad
being together in good times
and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth
and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is
an understanding so complete that
you feel as if you are a part
of the other person
accepting the other person
just the way they are
and not trying to change them
to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences
with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth
of another individual
Love is the source of success

Puisi Bahasa Inggris diatas ditulis oleh :Unknown


Together

When we are together
There are no limitations
Together we fill the space
Between the earth & the moon
We can live in our dreams
Both big and small
We are the beauty
Within each others souls
Together we can soar
Above our spirits
For we share the most precious
Thing that life can bring us
The blessing of two hearts
We are as full as the moon above
When we are together “As One”

Puisi Bahasa Inggris diatas ditulis oleh : Nanc



True Love

True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny
True love speaks in tender tones
And hears with gentle ear
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines

Author Unknown



Your Smile

Your Smile is a thrill to my heart
Your touch is a thrill to my flesh
Your breath fills me with such desire
Your heart beats upon my breast
The sounds of your passion fill me with glee
as I respond to you,
every time you make love to me

Nanc


The Abiding Love

It singeth low in every heart,
We hear it each and all-
A song of those who answer not,
However we may call;
They throng the silence of the breast,
We see them as of yore-
The kind, the brave, the sweet,
Who walk with us no more.

‘Tis hard to take the burden up
When these have laid it down;
They brightened all the joy of life,
They softened every frown;
But, Oh, ’tis good to think of them
When we are troubled sore!
Thanks be to God that such have been,
Although they are no more.

More homelike seems the vast unknown
Since they have entered there;
To follow them were not so hard,
Wherever they may fare;
They cannot be where God is not,
On any sea or shore;
Whate’er betides, Thy love abides,
Our God, forever more.

John White Chadwick


All Paths Lead to You

All paths lead to you, where e’er I stray;
You are the evening star at the end of day.
All paths lead to you, hill-top or low;
You are the white birch in the sun’s glow.
All paths lead to you, where e’er I roam;
You are the lark-song calling me home!

Blanche Shoemaker Wagstaff



A Dream With Desire

These words I’m about to write
Come straight from my heart
A dedication just for you
Although our lives are miles apart

But I must get off of my chest
What’s been spinning in my mind
And that’s to wrap you in my arms
As we journey on in time

I see us floating on a cloud
Running fingers through your hair
I pull you close to my heart
And breath love into your ear

As our bodies come entwine
I feel the softness of your skin
And as I gaze into your eyes
I feel a fire build within

We then caress each others body
While making love among the stars
To reach that peak of our desire
For ecstasy is ours

I know my thoughts are just a dream
A fantasy with such design
But this passion seems so real
And it’s you inside my mind

Nanc



Faithfully

You are everything to me…The brightest Star
You are the end of my shadow following me faithfully
and softly saying to me “come and be lost with me”
Your love is mine faithfully
the perfect lift under the doves wings of hope
The first flicker of morning in my heart…
The last ray of light as I lay to rest
You are mine faithfully
Softly whispering ….
softly telling me of your love,
your devotion surpasses anything that I have ever known
All your love is born thou warmth,
come be lost with me in my soul.
Your love is mine faithfully
The loss of your love would leave my heart empty
in it vastness. this empty space
called life would die with out your love,
You are the brightness in everything I see
I will be yours until the end of time
if only you let me be

Nanc


How Do I Love Thee

How Do I Love Thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth,
and breadth and height
My soul can reach,
when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being an ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day’s
Most quiet need,
by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely,
as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely,
as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old grief’s,
and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,
I love thee with the Breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!
and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Elizabeth Barret Browning



Eyes I See the Sadness

In Your Eyes I See The Sadness
Wishing To Wipe Away Your Tears
Heartache Etched Within Your Soul
Leaving You With All Of Your Fears

My Gaze Burning Desperately
Trying To See Within
I Struggle To Embrace Your Broken Heart
Release The Compassion That Struggles To Be Free Again

Reaching Out To Hold You
Close To My Heart You Do Lay
I Will Always Be Here To Catch You
Never Allowing You To Wither Away

I See Within Your Crying Eyes
So Desperate To Belong
Envious Of The Future
As The Past Hinders You From Which You Long




When I Loved You

None wanted you when I loved you,
For they said that you were too mean,
An eagle that feasted on flesh
And could not be bothered to preen.

Though I discerned your inner jewel,
They saw only the rough of you.
I cut you with my expertise
And your own luster consumed you.

I made you see that you’re wondrous,
The meteor, not the crater,
Your otherworldly charm. You’re an
Infidel to your creator,

For now that I have made fine art,
The art says that it was not made.
You owe so much to my tender love
You immediately betrayed.

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Ketika aku sampai di rumah malam itu sebagai istri saya melayani makan malam, aku memegang tangannya dan berkata, aku punya sesuatu untuk memberitahu Anda. Dia duduk dan makan dengan tenang. Sekali lagi aku melihat ada luka di matanya.

Tiba-tiba aku tidak tahu bagaimana untuk membuka mulut. Tapi aku harus membiarkan dia tahu apa yang saya pikirkan. Aku ingin bercerai. Aku mengangkat topik tenang. Dia tampaknya tidak terganggu oleh kata-kata saya, bukan dia bertanya lembut, mengapa?

Aku menghindari pertanyaannya. Hal ini membuatnya marah. Dia membuang sumpit dan berteriak padaku, kau bukan laki-laki! Malam itu, kami tidak berbicara satu sama lain. Dia menangis. Aku tahu dia ingin mencari tahu apa yang terjadi dengan pernikahan kami. Tapi aku tidak bisa memberikan jawaban yang memuaskan, dia telah kehilangan hati saya untuk Jane. Aku tidak mencintainya lagi. Aku hanya mengasihaninya!

Dengan perasaan yang amat bersalah, Aku menuliskan surat perceraian dimana istriku memperoleh rumah, mobil kami, dan 30% saham dari perusahaanku. Ia memandangnya sekilas dan mengoyaknya jadi beberapa bagian. Wanita yang telah menghabiskan sepuluh tahun hidupnya dengan saya telah menjadi orang asing. Aku merasa kasihan padanya waktu terbuang, sumber daya dan energi tapi aku tidak bisa mengambil kembali apa yang saya katakan karena aku mencintai Jane begitu mahal. Akhirnya ia menangis dengan keras di depanku, yang adalah apa yang saya harapkan untuk melihat. Bagi saya, tangisannya merupakan suatu pembebasan. Ide perceraian yang telah terobsesi saya selama beberapa minggu tampaknya lebih kencang dan lebih jelas sekarang.

Keesokan harinya, aku kembali ke rumah sangat terlambat dan menemukan dia menulis sesuatu di meja. Aku tidak makan malam tapi langsung tidur dan tertidur sangat cepat karena aku lelah setelah hari yang sibuk dengan Jane. Ketika aku bangun, dia masih ada di meja tulis. Aku hanya tidak peduli jadi aku berbalik dan tertidur lagi.

Di pagi hari dia disajikan kondisi perceraiannya: ia tidak menginginkan apapun dariku, tapi diperlukan pemberitahuan satu bulan sebelum perceraian. Dia meminta agar dalam satu bulan kami berdua berjuang untuk hidup seperti biasa hidup mungkin. Alasannya sederhana: anak kami memiliki ujian dalam waktu satu bulan dan dia tidak ingin mengganggu dia dengan pernikahan kami rusak.

Ini adalah menyenangkan bagi saya. Tapi dia memiliki sesuatu yang lebih, dia meminta saya untuk mengingat bagaimana aku membawanya ke kamar pengantin pada hari pernikahan kami. Dia meminta agar setiap hari untuk durasi bulan saya bawa dia keluar dari kamar tidur ke pintu depan pernah pagi. Saya pikir dia akan gila. Hanya untuk membuat hari-hari terakhir kami bersama-sama tertahankan saya menerima permintaan yang aneh-nya.

Aku bilang Jane tentang kondisi perceraian istri saya. . Ia tertawa keras dan berpikir itu tidak ada gunanya. Tidak peduli apa trik yang ia lakukan, ia harus menghadapi perceraian, ia mencemooh.

Saya dan istri saya tidak punya kontak badan lagi sejak kukatakan perceraian itu secara eksplisit diungkapkan. Jadi ketika saya membawanya keluar pada hari pertama, kami berdua tampak canggung. Anak kami menepuk punggung kami, ayah memegang ibu dalam pelukannya. Kata-katanya membawa saya rasa sakit. Dari kamar tidur ke ruang duduk, lalu ke pintu, aku berjalan lebih dari sepuluh meter dengan ia dalam lenganku. Dia menutup matanya dan berkata lembut, jangan memberitahu anak kita tentang perceraian. Aku mengangguk, merasa agak kesal. Aku menurunkannya di luar pintu. Dia pergi untuk menunggu bus untuk bekerja. Aku pergi sendirian ke kantor.

Pada hari kedua, bagi kami terasa lebih mudah. Ia merebah di dadaku. Aku bisa mencium wangi di bajunya. Saya menyadari bahwa saya tidak melihat wanita ini dengan hati-hati untuk waktu yang lama. Aku melihat bahwa ia tidak muda lagi. Ada kerutan halus di wajahnya, rambutnya mulai beruban! Pernikahan kami telah mengambil korban pada dirinya. Untuk sesaat aku bertanya-tanya apa yang telah kulakukan padanya.

Pada hari keempat, ketika aku mengangkatnya, aku merasakan keintiman kembali. Ini adalah wanita yang telah memberi sepuluh tahun hidupnya untuk saya. Pada hari kelima dan keenam, aku menyadari bahwa kami rasa keintiman tumbuh lagi. Aku tidak memberitahu Jane tentang hal ini. Ini menjadi lebih mudah untuk membawa dia sebagai bulan berlalu. Mungkin latihan sehari-hari membuat saya lebih kuat.

Dia memilih apa yang akan dikenakan pada suatu pagi. Dia mencoba pada beberapa gaun tapi tidak bisa menemukan yang cocok. Lalu ia menghela napas, semua gaun saya telah tumbuh lebih besar. Saya tiba-tiba menyadari bahwa ia telah tumbuh begitu tipis, itulah alasan mengapa aku bisa membopongnya dengan ringan.

Tiba-tiba aku tersadar ... dia telah mengubur begitu banyak rasa sakit dan kepahitan di dalam hatinya. Tanpa sadar aku mengulurkan tangan dan menyentuh kepalanya.

Anak kami masuk pada saat dan berkata, Dad, saatnya untuk membawa ibu keluar. Baginya, melihat papanya sedang membopong mamanya keluar menjadi bagian penting dari hidupnya. Istri saya menunjuk ke anak kami untuk mendekat dan memeluknya erat-erat. Aku membalikkan wajah sebab aku takut aku akan berubah pikiran pada menit terakhir ini. Saya kemudian memeluknya dalam pelukanku, berjalan dari kamar tidur, melewati ruang duduk ke teras. Tangannya dikelilingi leherku lembut dan alami. Aku menyanggah badannya dengan kuat, itu hanya seperti hari pernikahan kami.

Tapi berat badannya jauh lebih ringan membuat saya sedih. Pada hari terakhir, ketika aku memeluknya dalam pelukanku Aku hampir tidak bisa bergerak selangkah. Anak kami telah pergi ke sekolah. Aku memeluknya dengan kuat dan berkata, aku tidak menyadari bahwa kehidupan kita begitu mesra. Aku pergi ke kantor .... melompat keluar dari mobil tanpa sempat mengunci pintu. Aku takut keterlambatan akan membuat saya berubah pikiran ... Aku berjalan di lantai atas. Jane membuka pintu dan aku berkata kepadanya, Maaf, Jane, Aku tidak ingin bercerai lagi.

Dia menatapku, heran, dan kemudian menyentuh dahiku. Apakah Anda mengalami demam? Katanya. Aku pindah tangannya dari kepala saya. Maaf, Jane, saya katakan, saya tidak ingin bercerai. Kehidupan rumah tanggaku membosankan disebabkan ia dan aku tidak menghargai rincian kehidupan kita, bukan karena kami tidak saling mencintai lagi. Sekarang saya menyadari bahwa sejak aku membawanya ke rumah saya pada hari pernikahan kami saya seharusnya memeluknya sampai kematian memisahkan kita. Jane tampaknya tiba-tiba bangun. Dia memberi saya tamparan keras dan kemudian membanting pintu dan menangis. Aku menuruni tangga dan pergi. Di toko bunga di jalan, aku memesan karangan bunga untuk istri saya. Pramuniaga bertanya apa untuk menulis pada kartu. Aku tersenyum dan menulis, aku akan menggendongmu setiap pagi sampai kematian memisahkan kita.

Malam itu saya tiba di rumah, bunga di tanganku, senyum di wajahku, aku berlari naik tangga, hanya untuk menemukan istri saya di tempat tidur - meninggal. Istri saya telah berjuang selama berbulan-bulan KANKER dan aku begitu sibuk dengan Jane bahkan melihat. Dia tahu bahwa dia akan segera meninggal dan ia ingin menyelamatkanku dari reaksi apapun negatif dari anak kami, jika kita mendorong melalui dengan perceraian -. Setidaknya, di mata anak kami - aku suami yang penuh kasih ... .

Rincian kecil dari kehidupan Anda adalah apa yang benar-benar penting dalam sebuah hubungan. Ini bukan rumah, mobil, properti, uang di bank. Ini menciptakan lingkungan yang kondusif untuk kebahagiaan tetapi tidak bisa memberikan kebahagiaan dalam diri mereka.

Jadi menemukan waktu untuk menjadi teman pasangan Anda dan melakukan hal-hal kecil untuk satu sama lain yang membangun keintiman. Apakah memiliki pernikahan yang bahagia nyata!

Jika Anda tidak berbagi ini, tidak ada yang akan terjadi pada Anda.

Jika Anda melakukannya, Anda mungkin akan menyelamatkan pernikahan. Banyak kegagalan dalam hidup ini adalah orang-orang yang tidak menyadari betapa dekatnya mereka dengan keberhasilan saat mereka menyerah. "

Siap ya sahabat FPCM Semoga yang sudah membaca bisa merenungkan hal positif :)

Kamis, 24 februari .. Adalah hari ulang tahunku yang ke 15, seperti tahun-tahun yg telah lewat, aku tidak mendapat kejutan apapun dari mama yg sibuk dengan pekerjaanya ataupun papa yg telah pergi meninggalkan aku dan mama bahkan tidak mau mengaggapku sbg anak karna keadaanku yang tak mampu berjalan bahkan bebicara, aku bagai patung pajangan dirumahku sendiri.

Lasri, iya itulah nama mbok sri wanita yg merawatku, pembantu yg sudah mengabdikan dirinya pada mama bertahun-tahun, dia datang membuatkan aku nasi kuning lalu memberiku hadiah "jam dinding" .. "artinya adalah waktu, lihat jam nya berputar, itu menandakan akan ada waktu dimana mama bisa memeluk dan menciummu" begitu kata mbok sri yg membelai rambut dikepalaku yg berada dipangkuanya.. Mama dimana dia, aku ingin dia ada disini aku ingin dia yg jadi mbok sri.. Mama, aku rindu mama.. Tidak kah mama mau memperhatikanku sedikit saja.. Ada suara seseorang masuk rumah, mama? Itukah mama? Tidak itu bude hanah ..
Bude hanah itu galak, dia suka marah2 .. Sudah tak heran, hari ini ia membawa berita dan aku langsung mendengar cacian dari budeku "kamu itu anak pembawa sial ! Bapakmu pergi meninggalkan mamamu karna kamu,dari dulu keluarga ga ada yg terima kamu, sedetikpun mamamu ga pernah mau menggendongmu, tahu? Sekarang karna sms dari pembantu sialan yg bilang kalau kamu ulang tahun hari ini membuat mamamu kecelakaan !" begitu cacianya ..

Itu membuatku tak henti menangis, mama ..
Dimana dia, dia kecelakaan, karna aku , aku berteriak pada bude untuk mengantarkan aku kemama namun yg keluar dari mulutku hanya suara aneh "Aaaagggghhhhhuuuuhhh" itu membuat budeku melotot dan meninggalkan aku yg masih bersama mbok sri meninggalkan sebuah kalimat "Sekarang juga,kamu dipecat !" aku mengguncang2 tubuh mbok sri .. Dia tak mau menegok dia hanya menunduk dan menangis lalu memeluku erat-erat .. Tidak, mbok tidak boleh pergi .. Aku ingin bicara begitu namun aku tak sanggup ..

New york, mama skrg berada dinew york .. Sedang apa, aku tak tahu ..
Mbok sri benar2 meninggalkan aku, aku dirumah bersama bude yg kerjanya selalu memarahiku, aku sering mengadu sakit kepala dan mimisan namun tak dihiraukanya .. Mataku sering kabur, tetap tak dihiraukan .. Hingga akhirnya aku masuk rumah sakit, berbulan-bulan aku dirumah sakit, kata dokter sakit ku leukimia .. Apa itu? Aku tak tahu .. Yg aku tahu kepalaku sakit ..
mama .. Dia tidak pernah terlihat .. Mbok sri juga tidak ada, yg ada hanya alat-alat diruanganku ini, sungguh bosan, aku ingin mama, aku ingin mbok sri ..
Pukul 22.00, mama datang .. Dia menghampiriku, aku ingin memeluknya tapi dia hanya berkata "makanya, kalau suruh makan jangan susah .. Bikin susah orang lain saja kamu" dan pergi lagi ..
Oh tidak, mama aku hanya ingin dipeluk, dibelai saja tak apa maa .. Kalau bisa cium aku, aku mohon maa ..

Istighfar, mbok sri selalu menyurhku mengucap istighfar bila merasa sakit .. Aku mengucap nya dalam hati ketika aku merasa sakit seperti saat ini, mama .. Sakit ma .. Kepalaku sakit, tubuhku sakit, namun hari sudah malam aku berteriak namun tak ada yg dengar .. Maa .. Bantu aku ma, mbok sri .. Mbok sri bantu aku ..
Aku tak sadar, aku tertidur dan ketika aku bangun aku sudah berada diruang yg lengkap dengan peralatan dokter, beberapa orang memakai seragam putih tak ada mama, tak ada mbok sri .. Hanya bayangan papa yg kulihat diwajah dokter yg membelai rambutku dan menyuntiku hingga aku tertidur

Kurnia, itu nama mamaku .. Mama yg tak juga datang ketika aku sudah terbangun, tak ada orang disekelilingku .. Namun aku mendengar banyak isak tangis dari luar ruanganku, mungkin itu orang-orang yg menunggu keluarga nya di RS ini, boneka barby ini pemberian mama 2 tahun lalu saat aku berulang tahun .. Aku menemukanya dimeja kamarku, tak ada nama pengirimnya tapi aku yakin itu dari mama,
cekreek.. Suara pintu terbuka !! Mama.. Itu mama , aku tersenyum menyambutnya namun dia terpaku didaun pintu dan memandangi aku yg tersenyum manja .. Oh tidak, air mata mama mengalir , mama kenapa ? Mama sedih melihatku? Aku menyusahkanmu ma? Tidak ..tidak aku janji ma, setelah sembuh aku tidak akan nakal dan menyusahkan mama lagi, mam berhentilah menangis maa .. Aku mohon,
mama menghampiriku, oh tuhan, mama memeluku .. Mama menciumku .. Ingin rasanya membalas pelukan mama namun tubuhku tak kuat .. Tubuhku melayang, aku tak ingin tertidur .. Jangan lepaskan pelukanmu
maa.. Jangan ..
Tubuhku terus melayang menggapai bintang, mama .. Aku melihatnya dibawah sana memeluku, menangis terus menangis .. Namun aku terus dituntun untuk kebintang .. Oh tidak mama tidak terlihat lagi ..mamaaa...

Aku bahagia, bahagia Disisi Allah sekarang .

Semoga Memberi ispirasi terbaik untuk Sahabat FPCM

Cerita Sedih simak ya teman Sahabat FPCM:

Jalanan Ibu kota masih saja ramai hingga larut malam ini, dengan kendaraan yang terus berlalu lalang, juga dengan kehidupan manusia-manusia malam yang seakan tidak pernah mati. Namun kini hatiku tak seramai jalanan di kota ini. Sunyi… Itulah yang sedang kurasakan kini. Disana, masih kurasakan betapa indahnya bergelut dengan Aktivitas dakwah yang menyita banyak perhatian, baik tenaga, waktu, sedikit harta kita dan sebagainya, semuanya seakan menempa diri kita untuk terbiasa hidup dalam himpitan perjalanan hidup yang luar biasa indah seperti itu. Aku, kamu dan kita semua kelak akan merasakan kerinduan yang luar biasa dengan suasana kebersamaan disana dan semoga kerindauan itupulalah yang mengantarkan kita semua untuk terus mencari lingkungan dan suasana yang sama seperti apa yang pernah kita rengguk bersama. Semoga benih-benih rindu itu jua yang kemudian tumbuh bersemi menjadi pohon-pohon cinta dihati kita. Mencintainya tidak harus terus berada disana. Mencintanya bisa saja dengan menggugurkan daun-daun yang telah tua untuk dapat menumbuhkan daun-daun baru yang lebih hijau. Sebab bisa jadi daun-daun hijau itu sulit tumbuh karena sungkan dengan dedaunan yang lebih tua yang tidak memberikannya ruang untuk tumbuh dan berkembang.

Dunia akan terus berputar menurut titah-Nya. Begitu juga dengan pertemuan, kebersamaan dan perpisahan. Semua itu merupakan bagian dari warna-warni kehidupan kita didunia. Seindah apa kehidupan yang ingin kita jalani tergantung dari warna-warna apa saja yang kita pilih untuk menghiasi kehidupan kita. Jangan pernah bersedih bila warna yang kita jalani tidak sesuai dengan warna yang kita pilih. Sebab, Allah-lah yang lebih mengerti warna apa yang paling sesuai buat kita dan disitulah letak misteri kehidupan itu. Disitulah kita diajarkan bahwa ternyata setiap warna itu bisa dicampur dengan warna kehendakNya hingga tercipta warna baru yang lebih indah. Bahkan lebih indah dari apa yang pernah kita bayangkan, bila kita mensyukurinya.

Tidak terasa hari ini, estafet kepemimpinan kepengurusan telah diserahkan kepada generasi berikutnya yang tentu jauh lebih baik. Waktu begitu cepat berlalu, namun kebersamaan dikepengurusan masih terekam indah di memory ingatan, bahkan ikrar pelantikan kepengurusan UKMI Ar-Royyan Universitas Riau Priode 2011-2012 itu masih jelas terngiang ditelinga.

Ingatkah… Saat itu, dengan pakaian putih-hitam berbalutkan almamater kebanggaan dan tidak lupa pita hijau kita berdiri gagah dan melantangkan seruan perjuangan. Kita semua berjanji untuk berbuat dan berkontribusi yang terbaik untuk-Nya. Walaupun tidak lama, walaupun aku tak turut mengakhiri kisah kita tapi kurasakan hari-hari itu begitu indah kita lalui. Di Rumah perjuangan yang ber-alaskan karpet kuning itu, sering kita rangkai rencana-rencana besar dan berusaha merealisasikan janji kita bersama. Walau hanya sebentar, semoga kita bersama bisa melakukan sesuatu yang bermanfaat buat semua. Maaf kupinta buat semua yang terluka karena hadirnya diri ini. Semoga perjuangan kita yang hanya karena-Nya, mampu mengenyampingkan perasaan-perasaan yang terluka selama kita bercengkrama dikampus. Maaf buat semuanya, Aku undur diri untuk melanjutkan perjuangan berikutnya.

Perpisahan itu akan selalu ada, karena kita pernah berjumpa, bersama, dalam canda tawa bahagia. Setiap tetes air mata yang tertumpah dihari ini, akan menjadi saksi akan jalinan ukhuwah yang selama ini kita simpul seerat-eratnya.

Tidak ada kata yang pantas terucap, hanya derai bening yang selalu bertaburan, mengucap selamat jalan, aku akan melanjutkan perjuangan kearah yang lain, ditempat yang baru, yang akan menjadi jarak perjumpaan kita. Kini, biarkanlah aliran air mata ini jatuh sesukanya, biarkan dia mengalir, mengucap kata seindah-indahnya. Biarkan dia, sebab air mata tak berarti sedih, air mata tak berarti duka, air mata adalah juga lambang bahagianya hati. Biarkan dia menemani kita dihari ini. Biarkan…Karena dia memang hadir untuk ini, untuk sebuah perpisahan. Sahabat Seperjuangan di Kepengurusan UKMI Ar-Royyan Universitas Riau, Selamat melanjutkan langkahmu, selamat berjumpa lagi difase berikutnya dalam tangga dakwah ini, dalam senyum yang lebih indah

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend
until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that
trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of
lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by
his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday.

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls, shocked

“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much.

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life ..

LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! " Jeanne's eyes were wide and filled with tears. She was afraid of what he would say to her. Jeanne was a nerdy girl with thick glasses. She was a junior in her middle school. She was in love with the hottest guy in the entire school.
And now, she told him that she loved him.

"Haha! Shut up. Nobody would like you! Who do you think I am?"
Jeanne had feared he would say something like that. She was devastated. She started running. She didn't want to face him ever again. All these thoughts and feelings ran throughout her head. Until, she bumped into something.
"Hey, whats up?"
She had bumped into James.

"WHAT?! I'll GO TELL HIM! WHERE DOES HE GET THAT NERVE! SOMETIMES, I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M HIS BEST FRIEND! THAT'S IT! i'M GOING TO GO BEAT HIM UP!"

"NO! James! Don't do it! It's not his fault. I was the foolish one to think we can ever date."
"But Jeanne!"
" No, it's OK! I should go."
" JEANNE... James grabbed her by the wrist as she was getting up. Don't go."
Jeanne stared into his eyes and felt so warm and fuzzy; a feeling she didn't feel for a long time. But, she looked away. She saw in such a long time, it felt awkward to feel it again. And then she gently took her wrist out of James' grasp and slowly walked away from him with tears in her eyes.
"Dammit, James! You really did it this time! Jeanne just left you! And why are you trying to hit on her?"

James walked back home with his hands stuffed in his pocket. Thoughts of Jeanne ran throughout his head. He didn't want Jeanne to be hurt by a jackass. He wanted to show her that he loved her. He wanted to show her he cared. But Jeanne just seemed to ignore him. And then, something ran into him. He crashed on the ground and saw Jeanne was on top of him. She seemed to not know whom she crashed into. James smiled.

"Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm very, very sorry. I should have been more careful.. I'm sorry. Can I repay you somehow?"
"Jeanne", James said, lifting her chin and brushing her bangs. Jeanne looked through his soft eyes and almost melted.
"James..." said Jeanne. Suddenly, she started crying. James was shocked.
" J-Jeanne? What's wrong?"

"I' m s-s-such a f-fool! H-How c-c-can I th-think t-that G-Gyung H-Hoon c-can love me?"
"Jeanne.. I would not call that foolish.. I actually admire you going up to him and confessing. However, crying about him is indeed foolish. Jeanne, Don't cry about that jerk. Here, let's go to my house. We're right in front of it!" Jeanne nodded.
James led her to the bathroom.

"Take off your glasses. We need to wipe those tears off." He said with a smile. Jeanne took them off without a word. James turned on the water and wet a washcloth. Then, he gently wiped her tears off her face.

" James.. Do you love me?" James was startled by this comment.
" Why do you ask me that?"
" Because.. it seems like it. Do you?"
" Haha! Jeanne, you are my friend."
" Oh.. OK. I think I'm not so teary now. Thanks, James."
" No Problem. Do you want something to drink?"
" Um... OK." She followed James out the door.
He handed her a glass of orange juice and they sat down outside on a bench.
" Are you going to be all right?"
" Yeah.. Thanks. But I don't think I'll be able to face him again."
" When he calls you something bad, just yell my name. OK?"
" OK." she said with a small laugh.
" But what are you going to do when I call you?"
" I'm going to beat him up!"
" What if everyone starts hating you?"
" It doesn't matter. As long as the one girl I love is happy."
" Ooh, James! You like someone?"
" Yeah.. Guess. I'll never tell you until you get the right answer."
" Hmm... is it Amy? She's pretty! What about Lauren? She's nice and quiet. Or is it Becca? She's generous. Or maybe it's Courtney! She's not all that nice though..."
After a few tries, she gave up.
"Who is it? I'm dying of curiosity!"
" Let's see.. she has glasses.. she's in love with Eric, she's sitting right next to me! Jeanne let out a small gasp."
" M-Me?" James nodded. Jeanne almost passed out.
" James! I have declared you crazy." James started laughing.
" Why won't you believe me? I like you.. I want you to be my girlfriend."
" But you're the second hottest guy in school! What if everyone criticizes you for bad taste in girls?"
" I don't care¦ I told you. As long as the one girl I love is happy." he said, smiling.
" No, really, James. No games this time. All serious.. all right?"
" Yeah.. I know."
" Oh my god..." Jeanne said, covering her mouth with her hand.
"Jeanne, I just want to be the right guy for you." he said while putting his arm around her shoulder. She leaned against him and for the first time, she felt accepted by someone special.
"But, James! Why did you say I was just a friend before?"
"Umm! I didn't feel like it was time yet." Jeanne nodded. She knew how hard it was to say, "I love you." She knew how nervous you would feel. And she knew how hard it was to feel the reject.
"I understand, James. I'm just glad you told me. I'll think about it."
"Jeanne, do you still like Eric?"
"Yes!"
"What has he got, that I don't?"
"I just don't know! I mean! you two look the same! you guys wear things all similarly! but! I like Eric better."
"All right! I'll make him like you. He knows he's not going to win in a fight." Jeanne wrapped him in her arms.
"James! I'm all right. You don't have to do all that." And then he wrapped her in his arms.

"Eric, can I see you for a moment?"
"What up, dude?"
"It's about Jeanne!"
"Oh no! don't tell me about that ugly! I just barf when I hear her name!"
"SHUT UP! DUDE, YOU JUST HAVE TO GIVE HER A CHANCE! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
"Hey! I have other girls who want me. The least thing I need now is another girl who is ugly and slow liking me."
"She's not ugly and slow! She's kind and beautiful in the inside when you get to know her!"
"Wait! do you!?"
"Yes! I do!"
"Haha! Then why don't you date her?"
"Because! she's in love with a jackass!"
"STILL? Haha! Man, she's hilarious! After I rejected her like that?"
"Hey! please! it would mean a lot to me! just say that you at least like her as a friend and apologize for what happened last time. Man, she came running all the way to my house and started crying! She was just! out of control, man! Just tell her that! please?"
"All right!"
"You're the best!"
"Hey, Jeanne! I'm sorry for what happened last time. I was sort of tired and grouchy. I wasn't in a good mood. I never wanted to say it that way. I like you as a friend. And I want to keep that relationship. All right?" Eric let out a hand for a shake. Jeanne nodded. She let out her hand and they had a friendship shake, which made James smile.
"See? Eric likes you! He just wants to keep the relationship just as friends! All cool with you?"
"Yes.." she said softly. James took her hand and walked away with her.
"You all right, now?"
"Yeah!" she nodded. "But he only wants us to be friends! because I'm a nerd!"
"Jeanne! Why don't you ever think about me? You know he's a jerk! Why do you mope around for that! So what, if he doesn't like you! Everyone is different, Jeanne. To my eyes, you are a beauty. You can't always think about him! There are other guys out there for you! Not just Eric and me! I really don't want to see you like this."
"James! Do you really love me?"
"I don't think I need to answer that!" They stared at each other for a long time.
"James!" She tried to push him away and he staggered a little.
"Jeanne! answer this for me! do you love me?"
"James, I never intended to be your girlfriend. I just want to be your friend."
"Oh, I see! you're treating me like how Eric treated you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm way different than you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm better looking than you and you're afraid that people will jeer you because of that. Well, you know what? I don't care about any of that!" And with that, he grabbed her and locked her lips into his. After a while, he moved away.

"Oh, you really do love me!" She hugged him.
"But, Jeanne! do you still have feelings for him?"
"Yes! I always have, and always will."
"Do you want to be pretty? Like those girls over there?" James pointed to a group of girls. They all had big hoop earrings and what Jeanne noticed was that they did not have any thick glasses like her. Jeanne nodded. She was pretty ashamed about it.
"It's all right, Jeanne. All girls want to be good looking. Even they were ugly once. Everyone is."
"Really?"
"Sure! I used to act like a girl once. I always thought about my appearance, my clothes, and my hair ; just like a girl."
"Haha! That's funny!"
"It's good to see you laugh. Now, Jeanne. I'll help you become pretty'. Then will you be happy?"
"I don't know. I've never been attractive in my life.." she said innocently.
"Well, it's time you are!"